The Pleasure Beyond the Pain
by: hot2trot
Copyright 2000

Author's Note: This is a work of fiction involving two consensual adults or soon to be adults. The Author reserves all copyright privileges and would ask that permission be obtained before posting this to your site and/or passing it around. For any questions, comments or what have you, please Email me at dazmom@hotmail.com

I’ve just been followed up the stairs to his bedroom in the attic.  It’s a little chilly because it’s winter, but my sweatshirt and jeans are keeping me warm; he’s wearing a flannel shirt with a t-shirt underneath it.  His jeans fit his slender body very well.  I know why I came up with him; know what is going to happen.  His parents are gone and we are all alone in his house.  He knows I’m a virgin.  I know that if I want him to stop, that he will, at least he says he will.  Justin and I’ve been friends for two years, but only recently have interested in each other in more than a friendly way.  He’s nineteen; I’m eighteen.

I stand there nervously, not sure how to proceed.  He pulls me close to him and begins to kiss me as his hands roam over my back.  He lifts my shirt up and slides his hands under it and all over my back, undoing my bra in the process.  I mold my body to his, feeling his cock harden against my groin.  Breaking the kiss, he pulls my shirt off and lets my bra drop to the floor.  I’m pulling his shirt free of his denims, unbuttoning it and pushing it off his shoulders.  Next, I immediately pull his t-shirt off.  I pull him back to me tentatively, and I’m rewarded with a long deep kiss, our tongues mating.  His hands slide down my back, cupping my ass and pulling me firmly to his hard body.  I can feel how much he wants me.  He sits down on the bed and pulls me down to him, laying us both back as his hands again roam over my back.  My hands are entwined in his hair, enjoying the kiss, the sensations his hands are evoking from my body.  I feel his hand slide down between us and unbutton my jeans, then hear the zipper slide down.  The sound appears far off instead of here.  He lets go of my lips and slides down, kissing as he goes.  He stops at my breasts, kissing round and round my nipples, and then taking one into his mouth.  I’ve felt this sensation before, but somehow this time it’s different, stirring more emotions and feelings in me then the times before.  He continues on down my tummy, his lips heating my body up.  I feel his hands on my hips then a chill against my legs as he pulls my jeans and bikinis off with one movement.  He gets off the bed for a quick second as he removes his jeans and briefs.

Justin slides back up and begins kissing me.  I feel my arms being lifted above my head, but I’m not alarmed, all I can truly feel is his lips conquering mine, his naked body against mine.  I never feel him tie my wrists together with his shirt, or realize that he’s also tied the shirt to the headboard.  He releases me from his captive kiss.  I try to pull my arms down to wrap them around him and that’s when I realize the predicament that I’m in.  I begin to get scared.  I know why I came up here, but now I’m totally incapable of protecting myself if I decide to change my mind.  Obviously he notices the fear in my eyes.  “It’s ok baby.  I’m not going to do anything that you don’t want me to,” he states calmly.  With his reassuring words spoken, I begin to calm down, and then realize that I’m slightly excited by all this.  With my limited dating experience, I’ve never had this done to me and didn’t know that he liked this type of thing.

Again he begins kissing down my body, his lips on my neck, my breasts, lingering there, enjoying my bountiful splendor.  I feel his fingers slide down between my legs, teasing my engorged lips.  They part them and brush lightly against my clit.  I jump and moan in pleasure.  Then, ever so slowly they enter my virgin territory, moving in and out slowly.  I’m so wet that the entry is very easy as he teases me into an even higher state of arousal.  His lips continue their exploration down over my belly and he comes to rest between my legs.  His tongue teases my clit as his fingers continue their assault.  Oh gawd, this feels so good.  I’ve never had this done to me.  What is he doing to me?  I want to pull him closer to me, but can’t because of my bound state.  I can feel a strange sensation that I’ve felt before, but this time, it’s more intense.  My impending orgasm is close.  He continues to lick my clit, and then unexpectedly draws it into his mouth, sucking it in deep, something else new to me.  This pushes me over the edge and I cry out in pleasure as my body quivers.  He feverishly laps up my juices as best he can.  Sliding back up, he kisses me.  I taste my own juices for the first time.  I never knew I tasted so sweet.

I feel him lying between my legs, his hardness lying against my lips.  “Do you trust me?” he whispers.  I nod hesitantly.  I’m scared because I know what is about to happen.  I’ve heard from my girlfriends what it feels like, I’ve read about it, and now, I’m about to experience it firsthand.  He lifts his hips up and at the same time his hands urge my legs up and around his waist.  I feel him slide inside me just a little, and then he stops.  My virginal veil is keeping him from penetrating me fully.  Justin leans forward and begins to kiss me.  I feel his body everywhere, his tongue teasing mine, my fear diminishing.  He places his hands firmly on my hips holding them in place.  Lifting up he comes down hard and fast, slicing through my hymen.  My moans of pleasure from the kiss turn into screams of pain, but he doesn’t release me from his kiss.  A bright white shining light of pain burns through my soul and between my legs.  I pull at my bonds and try to get him off me, but to no avail.  He continues moving his hips, carving out the remains of my virginity.  The pain eases and I begin to feel a new sensation, something wonderful.  I wrap my legs tighter around his waist pulling him closer to me, my hips meeting his with each stroke.  Higher and higher I climb, faster, harder and deeper he penetrates my hot cunt.  My orgasm explodes and the colors behind my eyes this time are like fireworks, bright and beautiful.  I shudder against him, and then hear him say he’s cumming.  He explodes inside me, shooting his load deep inside me.  Collapsing on top of me, I let my legs relax and feel his breathing and heartbeat are as fast as mine.  He kisses me tenderly.  “You ok?” he inquires, genuinely concerned about my well-being.

“I’ll be fine,” I reply quietly as he releases my wrists from his shirt.  I’m slightly withdrawn.  I still can’t believe that I’ve done this.  I don’t feel any different.  I don’t feel like a “woman.”  I can’t ignore the dull pain between my legs and know there is no going back.  What’s done is done…

He glances over at the clock.  “My parents will be back soon.  We better get dressed,” he states.

I get up and look at the sheets.  The proof of what has occurred is there in bright red.  He sees it too.  He quickly gets dressed, strips the bed, and rushes downstairs.  I hear the water start filling up the washer as I get dressed.

I am awakened from my dream by hands on my hips, pulling my ass up.  I’m lying on my stomach, my cuffed hands attached to the headboard.  I feel Kyle behind me, the head of his cock pushing into my ass.  He slides in easily.

I see that blinding white light of pain again at the intrusion into what had been virginal territory.  I now have no virginity left.  “Let me go.  What are you doing?  Release me now!!!” I scream incoherently all at once as I unsuccessfully try and pull away from him.  But, I’m not going anywhere.  His grip on my hips is holding me firmly against him as he remains still.

He leans forward and whispers in his soft reassuring voice, “Relax, pet.  Everything will be ok.  I promise.”

At the sound of my name, I immediately begin to relax.  I trust this man and know he would never do anything intentionally to hurt me.  I Love this man.  Feeling all the tension flow from my body, he begins to move slowly.  Moving in… out… always watching me to make sure that I’m ok.  The pleasure I’m feeling is overwhelming.  I’ve never felt anything like this before.  I had always been so afraid because I’d heard how much it hurt.  This wasn’t pain.  It was an immaculate expression of love beyond words.  My hips begin moving, meeting his.  “Please, babe, let me cum,” I finally cry out, as I want so badly to let go and come.

“Cum for me, baby,” I hear him say and I let the floodgates open and begin contracting around him.  This causes him to lose all control and cum.  I had never though about what it would be like to have someone cum in my ass, and yet, I feel him filling me up.  The sensation is something that no one could have described to me.  He collapses on top of me.  Pulling my hair back, I feel his lips kissing my neck.  I moan in pleasure.  He rolls off of me and rolls me on my side.  Wrapping his arms around me, he pulls me close and kisses me deeply.  My moans begin again as I squirm to snuggle up closer to him.  After what seems like forever, he releases my lips.  “I Love You,” he states quietly.

Looking into his eyes I see all the love that he has for me.  “I Love You,” I respond, my voice emotionally charged.
I still have a few tears around my eyes from his initial entry.  He leans forward and kisses them away.  “I won’t hurt you again, pet.  I promise,” he says, slightly remorseful that he had hurt me to start with.

I snuggle up against him again and relax in his embrace.  A contented sigh escapes from my lips.  I know I’ll always be safe with this man.